My heart hurts today and I'm so sad. I dont know if I have offended St. Anthony in any way but things have come to a halt. I just dont know what to do or if i should keep fighting for this. My heart is just aching.
I am sorry St. Anthony again for the candle thing. I will keep lighting more as a thank you like i promised. I am grateful always for all you do for me. Please Please keep helping me with this. Here is another candle in your honor to thank you and to request your help.
On another note, I am so depressed and sad. i hate people here. When they need you a favor I am there helping but as soon as I need something they say no or even better dissapear completely. I asked my boss for a letter so we could move and she said NO. After everything I did to keep her practice afloat that is how she repays me and "apreciates" my help. whatever bitch. FUCK YOU THATS THE LAST TIME I HELP YOUR ASS. Now that I know I cant depend on anyone I wont offer help anymore. suck my dick!
