Well I've tried many times before and stopped mid-stream. I've said it before and failed to follow through but this time I really really hope and wish to finally follow through on this promise to myself: to fins the witch within or rather to bring her out. The seer and psychic in me has been out and about for years and she is loving it! but now I would really love it if the knowledgable witch could step into the light and help me out a bit. The last 3 months have been emotionally, mentally and physically draining and I was able to prove yo myself and others how strong I really am. So now I hope to bring out the magickal side of me and pray that I can follow the Goddess on the plan that she has set out and designed for me. Maybe before it wasn't my time but now it may just be.
I hope to find that inner-strength and self-love. I want to stop doubting myself and my actions and stop being so afraid to make a wrong turn or make a mistake or say the wrong things. I hope to take control over my life and start making things happen to better myself and my sorroundings. All this will take hard work and time and lets face it I am the laziest person alive!! That is really the main reason why I tend to put off really looking into myself and further continuing my studies in Magick. That is why I tend to shy away from rituals and spells and workings, It takes a lot ot time, hard work and Dedication, Reasearch and this puts me off because I am so very lazy!! Altars? omg it takes me too long to set up an altar! LOL I hope to work on that and at least learning can keep me busy and help me heal and expand my knowledge.
Magick to me means taking control of your life and not being a bystander who watches as things happen to them. I no longer want to be the "victim" of my circustances. It's exhausting blaming the universe and God/ddess for my mishaps and hard experiences. I want to stop feeling sorry for myself and drowing in my own sorrow and living in my own pitty party. This has to stop!! But how will I do this all? Alone specially??
I will get tired and wish to give up yet again. This is what I fear and this is what I will need help with honestly. Taking stock of your life is time consuming but I am tired of my current obstacles and want things to change and take a postivie turn for the better. So can I do this?? Will I do it?? I can't say. I have tried many times before and quit so I dont know but the deisre is there so that is a starting point. I pray for assistance on this path because its a tough one!!
I am Woman, I am Strong, I am Seer, I am WITCH! well maybe I'm currently witch with little letters but I hope to one day write them in all capitals and feel my inner Goddess.
Help me to step out of the shadows and into the bright sunlight and help me to learn your lessons in love.
Lets see how it goes!
Magick to me means taking control of your life and not being a bystander who watches as things happen to them. I no longer want to be the "victim" of my circustances. It's exhausting blaming the universe and God/ddess for my mishaps and hard experiences. I want to stop feeling sorry for myself and drowing in my own sorrow and living in my own pitty party. This has to stop!! But how will I do this all? Alone specially??
I will get tired and wish to give up yet again. This is what I fear and this is what I will need help with honestly. Taking stock of your life is time consuming but I am tired of my current obstacles and want things to change and take a postivie turn for the better. So can I do this?? Will I do it?? I can't say. I have tried many times before and quit so I dont know but the deisre is there so that is a starting point. I pray for assistance on this path because its a tough one!!
I am Woman, I am Strong, I am Seer, I am WITCH! well maybe I'm currently witch with little letters but I hope to one day write them in all capitals and feel my inner Goddess.
Help me to step out of the shadows and into the bright sunlight and help me to learn your lessons in love.
Lets see how it goes!
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